Nasha arriving at home 02:20 AM in the morning
Nasha:
Hey Suzy, mother, you still awake ?
I am going straight to my room, I have things to do.
Mother Suzy is laughing:
Yes, good morning to you too, Nasha, darling.....
Nasha went straight to her laptop, visiting Frederick's website again, and sending a
e-mail to Frederick.
The Earth time in New Zealand right now is 13:26 PM.
The content of the e-mail is a simple greeting " Hello Frederick "
Nasha is preparing to start her yoga routine before going to sleep, slipping in a light purple,
head to toe garment, standing in front of a large balcony glass door facing the cross river,
and breathing effortless quickly in and out.
Then she stops breathing for about two minutes.
Collapsing on the carpet she was standing on.
Sleeping like a baby.
The next day beginning for most people with a golden sunrise, is also effortless wonderful
and unique in this cross river state of Nigeria. Nasha is still laying curved on the carpet,
snoring lightly causing the inspired and expired air to set some kind of reattempt to imitate a
campylotropous embryonic posture support. But even her very relaxed position on the carpet can not
resist to the heat of the sun rays slowly heating up her body.
Mother Suzy is knocking on Nashas bedroom door without stopping because she is in a great hurry.
Nasha:
Please come in mother ?
Mother Suzy:
I will be leaving in a couple of days, going to Hungary, then Romania, and finally to Germany
establishing business connections, for some time.
I am sorry to rush you but we need to go to the Bank opening your special accounts.
Nasha:
My sweet mother thank you but, no.
Mother Suzy:
Please, we have discussed that many times, you need to look good, and be secured.
Nasha:
Thank You mother,
My scholarship, including postgraduate courses are secured, you know that.
The one account I have is more than enough, plus, I can use it everywhere.
You know, I have things in my mind that I want to explore.
I will take my chances, unpredictable phenomenon, causing events, resulting to one way rather than
another. You know, I like that.
Mother, i don't like endless straight, smooth, asphalt roads, leading to a known destination,
which is my grave. i like very much the dirty winding paths that can surprise me,
pleasantly or divertedly.
Mother Suzy:
You know that I am learning as I go around and about. And I never stop learning.
I have thought about many times what you have suggested, - -
" Not to love - but to care and be there 100% ".
I agree with you, 100%. The meaning and the mechanics of " Love " is very diverse and peculiar,
very often deviating from the usual or expected.
If it has a foundation, its the spring from orgasmic pleasure.
This animal loving feeling.
So strong, it withdraws all aggression while mating.
So, I will not say " I love you endlessly ".
I say to you this: I will take care of you as long I have the strength and the means.
Do it as you are pleased, I will always be on your side.
Nasha:
Thank you mother,
You have raised me, and allowed me to be me, make mistakes and learn from my mistakes, all by myself.
You have seen me as a silent force that is going a way, and another way, and all over the place.
Most of the time you called out to me," Please be careful ".
You have always respected my views, right or wrong, and I thank you for that also.
I want to be like you, always.
And,
I will also look after you, take good care of you, when you needed, and when you let me,
until the bitter end.
Now I am really awake, and I am starving.
Before we eat, will you join me in our usual morning tai chi exercise ?.
Mother Suzy:
Yes - yes,
I am going to miss our morning tai chi exercise when you move to England, which is very soon.
As Bohami (My communications Engineer) says:
<< With the fast on-coming artificial intelligence running and controlling operating systems platforms,
we will not need anymore software updates, because it will produce automatically by itself
new versions of doing things better. >>
Only i will still miss you.
And i always reply to him:
<< Not like humans sticking to traditions. >>
Laughing really loud with utter and harsh abrupt scream, " Screeching like a old rusty garage door ".
Nasha:
Mother you are great, let's go.
But hang on, I thought you are in a great hurry ?.
Mother Suzy:
Yes well, I was, but youuuu --- have turned things around.
<< Now Nasha is screeching like a old rusty garage door. >>
Let's go !.
Tonight you are taking part in the village community meeting, aren't you ?.
Nasha:
Yes,
For the last time,
Why ?.
Mother Suzy:
I will come with you.
Nasha:
I am sooh surprised
You have never attendant this meetings, why now ?.
Mother Suzy:
I am a successful business woman, and I feel great when I am calling the shots at my factory.
But lately, I realized something of great importance that did not mater much to me in the past.
I am wanted by my friends and fellow employees only if they need something from me. Most of the time
they emphasize, or hypothesize something, or they want something.
Because of that, I am trying to fill the gab of information drainage , by holding weekly individual
departments meetings, discussing all sorts work related problems. And I feel that, I do not get all
the info from this meetings.
I can not setup a department to read written suggestions, and perhaps give bonuses away to the one
that his or hers suggestions was implemented, like many multinational companies do. And really just
using people, because some of this suggestions are really great. But all the fellow employee is
seen is a smile, handshake, and perhaps a little bit of money (Bonus).
The truth is the majority of people working for me, are great, and most of the time they know
better then me.
But,
I pay them, You see??.
For some time now, I have concluded that the needy-fiddly people have lots of silent
talents, refusing to explore from their horizontal position.
So,
I like to join them on their terms, for real.
Nasha:
Mother, you are outstanding.
This is precisely my point of view.
<< Refusing to explore from a horizontal sofa position,
meaning, he or she fully understands the bottle neck, refusing to scrum. >>
The methods of agile project management, with short daily meetings and a flexible iterative approach
to problem solving lining up adaption of plans as required to complete quickly the work,
is a catastrophic, money hungry approach to defeat the enemy before the finishing line, then,
crossing -- the -- line -- first.
This is why humanity has produced nuclear weapons, chemical weapons, and so on, to kill before the
finishing line, and then, crossing -- the -- line -- first.
If there is still a finishing crossing line at all.
I have learned in this first 19 earth years of conscience live,
the simultaneous propagation of been on the side of joy and admiration. Anything else away from
this perception is way bellow puerility, and much closer to infinite hunger and thirst.
Mother Suzy:
Woooh,
<< Silent smiling, - pending the head, - then slowly looking from down upwards, - and into Nashas eyes. >>
As I always say to you: "You are a shining star influencing your surroundings".
Nasha arrived with mother Suzy to the village meeting.
As they entered the small meeting room, the air was sticky and smelly, there was only one window
in this room. Mother Suzy not hesitating to approach some of the women there starting to chat.
Smiling faces everywhere. The chairmen of the meeting was a chairwoman, massive and very pretty.
Her name is Emili Bubino. Emili is standing in front of a Black board, calling everybody to be sited.
After that, Emili started pointing to Nasha while saying:
"Please have the first word, You are living us in a few days aren't you ?."
Nasha gets up going to the front while saying:
Yes, the time has come for me to change.
Then after looking for a while into everybody's eyes, Nasha is saying:
Knowledge is the light that bounces on real mater bringing it's surface through your eyes into
your brain steering your conciseness. The past and the present is melding at every instance,
creating in many minds a double spring effect, trying to reach the past or the future, with no success.
Nasha continue speaking:
What matters is,
This meeting we all agreed to hold, discussing and solving problems.
This meeting is a meeting if people are participating.
This meeting is no meeting if just me standing here.
Everybody in the room is laughing.
Nasha continue speaking:
This meeting is about - - sharing this room.
We should fix this room.
And we must ban business people coming to this meeting for doing business.
Everybody is cheering and calling out: " Yes, we must do that..!!.. "
Nasha continue speaking:
I know most of you very well, and I am aware of your capabilities.
You got used to it, allowing someone to organize and be here in the front.
But, most of you could be thinking and saying clever things just like I do.
Unfortunately, we humans and other intelligent beings line up to unspoken words.
We must break that.
This meeting could be hold more often and be a place of sparkles and glitter.
You are coming in been black, and you walk out been white.
Everyone is Screeching.
Nasha continue speaking:
Yes, I am leaving to go to England, living and studying there.
I will miss you all.